Wednesday, May 9, 2018

Wednesday (5/9/2018):


Thought for the Day:

I started playing Words With Friends (WWF) back in 2013.  I figured it would help keep my mind sharp and active, especially when my body wasn’t cooperating with me the way I wanted.  Late last year, I started playing with someone new.  We are fairly evenly matched and every game seems like an epic struggle from start to finish.  Even if I develop a comfortable lead, this woman finds a way to scramble back on top.  It’s never easy with her.  Every game is hard fought and every victory is hard won.  It seems to me that I barely outscore her when I win; but when she wins, it seems like it’s by a landslide.  I’d swear that she has won at least two-thirds of our games together.  But then I look at the Head to Head statistics and we have both won 18 games against each other.  Our longest winning streak against each other is each three games.  And our average scores aren’t all that far apart.  So although it doesn’t feel like it to me, I’m holding my own against her.  She’s good! And a playing with her is a great challenge.  I wonder if she feels the same way about me?

As an amputee, I’ve personally found that setbacks are part of my routine.  Right now, if I do more than 3,000 steps a day, I develop a bump on the end of my residual limb. In the past, that kind of bump turned into an open wound if I kept walking on it.  So as long as I limit myself and pay close attention to how the leg is feeling, I can keep moderately active.  As a result, I probably won’t wear my prosthesis today giving time for the bump to disappear.  I really need to have a good evaluation from my prosthetist and surgeon.  I think it’s time for a new socket or a major adjustment, something isn’t fitting correctly.  I’ve also noticed that I’m getting nerve pain again, especially on the distal end of my limb.  I’ve think that I’ve tried every combination of socks and made every adjustment possible for me to do—nothing works, so it’s time to seek professional help.

And it’s springtime!  And I want to be more active than I am!  I want to go for long walks, ride my bike, and spend the entire day on my leg, without concern.  But that just isn’t happening right now for me.  By monitoring and moderating my activity things are going okay.  But I long for more.  Having limits really messes with your brain.  Honestly, I’ve got it pretty good; but knowing what it could be, it doesn’t feel that way.

I keep on remembering what my first prosthetist told me.  “Don’t just look at the current setback.  Look at the big picture and see the forward progress that you’ve made.”  When you are in the middle of a setback, things look kind of bleak.  It’s easy to get discouraged and feel down.  Instead, look back and see how far you’ve come (despite other numerous setbacks).  That should encourage you to keep your chin up and keep moving forward as best you can.  Honestly, life isn’t as bad as it may feel at this moment.  Every day you are moving closer to your next break-through where things will look better.

It all depends upon what you are focusing upon—the setbacks and failures, or the progress and the victories.  A good outlook and attitude goes a long way towards being satisfied and feeling better about whatever you are currently going through.  And it helps you get through the current low spot that you might find yourself in.

I’ve found that in playing WWF that sometimes I may have a perfect opportunity to score big; but I just don’t have the right letter tiles to pull it off.  It feels disappointing knowing I’ve missed a golden opportunity.  Oh, well! It wasn’t meant to be.  I’ve also found that I can’t pay too much attention to the score.  If I get too far behind, I’ve discovered that I my tendency is to kind of give up and play the first word that I find, instead of struggling to find the highest scoring word that I could play.  I’m never going to win if I give up before it is game over.  And often enough I’ve played amazingly high scoring words late in the game to snatch victory out of the jaws of defeat; so I should know better than to give up. 

So keep fighting!  Keep applying yourself!  Victory may still be right around the corner if you keep moving forward.  

In WWF, I’ve found that you have to play the tiles you were dealt.  Sometimes when you have all vowels or all consonants, you can’t do much.  But if you keep playing whatever you can, eventually you get new tiles and new possibilities.  So even if the hand life has dealt you isn’t the best; play it the best you can.  If you resign the game and give up, it’s a certain loss.  Struggle through and you might still lose; but you may learn a new trick or two and that makes you a better player for the next game.


 I’ve found a lot of truth and comfort in this attitude quote from Charles Swindoll. I’ve read it hundreds of times and still find that I need to be reminded of what it says.  I don’t want life to wear me down.  I want to stand firm.  And no matter what life throws at me—I plan on staying positive and enjoying it as much as possible.

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