Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Wednesday (6/11/2014)

Update:

It’s a challenge to keep a good fit on my prosthesis as my weight loss continues.  On Tuesday, I faced some emotional discouragement.  I am constantly adding additional thickness of socks until they become too tight around my knee and still not tight enough down lower on my leg.  The end result is that I am constantly walking towards pain.  It is not a matter of if I will have pain, it’s when.  Often it is within taking of 20-30 steps after putting the last sock on.  On Tuesday morning I didn’t even want to put my prosthesis on.  I wanted to just stay in the wheelchair and not face the frustration, discouragement, and pain. 

I know it this is a result of my weight loss and there is really nothing that can be done about it until my leg stabilizes in size.  I think I find it so frustrating because I am barely getting any walking in each day; but I get plenty of practice adding socks!!  I sort of had a “why bother” attitude on Tuesday.  I finally convinced myself that it was necessary and the right thing to do; so I put my prosthesis and tried to walk; but as I expected I didn’t get too far.  Right now I need a boatload of gumption and determination each day.  Wednesday morning is a beautiful, bright and sunny day and my attitude reflects that.  I’ll probably have the same outcome as before—but today I am ready, so bring it on!

All this made me wonder how many people I rub shoulders with each day face some struggle that takes everything that they’ve got just to make it through the day.  Not all disabilities, illnesses, or injuries are visible.  Maybe what they are dealing with is more emotional than physical, or they are just tired and worn out by the daily grind.  If someone is grouchy or out of sorts, it might be because their coping mechanisms are overwhelmed and that is how they respond to the pressure.  So be kind to the people you come in contact with today—they probably need a word of encouragement and a bit of “normal” in their lives. 

On Monday, I received my replacement phone.  I wanted to get it activated but on Monday night I couldn’t see well enough to read.  So I used a magnifying glass to follow the instructions.  I actually had to use the smaller, high power lens on the magnifying glass to read one word at a time.  That was a laborious task, but I managed to get it so I could receive calls that night.  During the day on Tuesday, my vision continued to improve enough that I could use a computer for a few minutes at a time. By Tuesday evening, my vision had pretty well cleared up after having my eye injection on Monday morning. This made me appreciate my sight; and I feel for those who have lost it permanently.  Imagine if you lost your sight, or your eyesight got so bad that you couldn’t drive, read a book, or even watch TV.  Yeah, I thank God for my eyesight.  I never want to lose it.  Remember to pray for those whose eyesight is diminished.  Their world is diminished and limited by lacking the thing that we take for granted.

Thought for the Day:

Deuteronomy 8:18    "But remember the LORD your God, for it is He who gives you the ability to produce wealth, and so confirms His covenant, which He swore to your forefathers, as it is today." 

Muhammad Ali is considered the greatest heavyweight boxer of all time. He won 56 of his 61 professional fights and knocked out 37 opponents. His most famous catchphrase was, "I am the greatest!"  One day, Ali was seated in an airplane when the flight attendant came up the aisle to make sure that all the passengers had their seatbelts fastened. Reaching Ali's seat, she asked him to buckle up.   "Hmph!" the champ sneered. "Superman don't need no seatbelt!"   The flight attendant smiled sweetly and replied, "Superman don't need no airplane, either." Ali fastened his seatbelt.

The greater our success, the greater the risk of us thinking too highly of ourselves. Scottish historian Thomas Carlyle observed, "Adversity is sometimes hard upon a man; but for one man who can stand prosperity there are a hundred that will stand adversity." And Oswald Chambers wrote, "Sudden elevation frequently leads to pride and a fall. The most exacting test of all to survive is prosperity."

Each of us must view success as a gift from God. We must learn to see all of our successes as a gift from God, not our own achievement. The Lord is the source of all success, all elevation, all blessing. If you have a good mind and a healthy body, if you live in a land of opportunity, if you have a good education, if you've had a few breaks go your way, then you have much to be grateful for - and no cause for arrogance. You didn't achieve success; you received it as a gift. Each of us must voluntarily humble ourselves before God - or God will have to humble us Himself. I have learned it is better to learn humility voluntarily, than involuntarily! Paul tells us: "For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the measure of faith God has given you" (Rom. 12:3).

[All the preceding was from: Os Hillman, Today God is First (TGIF), on-line devotional, June 10, 2014].

Here are a few of other verses that came to mind after I read Os Hillman’s devotional:

1 Peter 5:5-6     “All of you, clothe yourselves with toward one another, because, ‘God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble.’ 6 Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time.”

James 4:6, 10     “That is why Scripture says: ‘God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble.’  10 Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.”

Proverb 25:6-7   “Do not exalt yourself in the king's presence, and do not claim a place among great men; it is better for him to say to you, ‘Come up here,’ than for him to humiliate you before a nobleman.”

When we apply that kind of humility to ourselves, it makes us a better person.  We might have different skills or abilities than other people—but that doesn’t make us better than them.  There is no excuse for looking down on people or discounting them because of what we have been given or what they have not been given.  The truth is everybody is a mixture of strengths and weaknesses.  Working together we are stronger and more capable.  When we set ourselves apart and believe that we are superior and those others are beneath us or beneath our notice, we have already lost something valuable. 

Also, keeping the right attitude helps us keep our relationship with God in true perspective.  It helps us understand where our true strength lies and allows us to tap into God’s unlimited resources.  The right attitude also makes us more usable to God.  With the right attitude we aren’t going to posture or grandstand.  We can work alongside of others that God has called together to accomplish His goals.


Pride easily creeps into our lives when we think that we are smarter, faster, better, wiser, etc. than everyone else.  We elevate ourselves and put ourselves and our thoughts and our desires up on a pedestal.  Overinflated pride is an ugly thing.  Don’t misunderstand.  Taking pride in your work and seeking excellence in all that you do is a good thing.  But a prideful, boastful, superior attitude is ugly.  It also ends up putting you at a distinct disadvantage because the bible says that God will oppose the proud.  Whoa!  I have enough things against me already.  I don’t need God opposing me as well.  I need His grace, mercy, and assistance.  So I definitely don’t want my pride to get in the way.

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