Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Wednesday (10/15/2014)

Update:

I just had a three-month follow-up appointment with my physiatrist.  After reviewing my health, fitness, and how well I was doing with my prosthesis, she suggested that we not schedule any more follow-up appointments.  If a need arises I should come see her, otherwise I should continue on with life. 

I’m very comfortable with that.  In fact I was going to suggest something like that if she hadn’t brought it up first.  I am still learning and growing in my understanding of being an amputee.  I still face challenges with my prosthetic leg and its daily use.  But I have progressed far enough along that I don’t need the constant oversight and supervision of a rehabilitation doctor.

Currently, things are going well with my prosthetic leg.  As I have said recently, I have to put my prosthesis on for about 30 minutes before really walking on it to allow my leg to settle into the prosthesis.  With my increased health and exercise, my calf muscle has regained some of its shape and size.  I think that is causing my difficulty with a perfect fit.  I am probably about due for a new socket; however I still plan on losing another 20 pounds or so.  Until that weight is gone, they won’t built a new socket for me.  My leg size needs to stabilize so that the next prosthesis will last about 3-4 years, maintaining a good tight fit. 

Right now I am putting on about 3-ply of socks in the morning to get a good fit.  I have to keep adjusting the thickness of socks usually going up to about 9-ply by the end of the day.  I do find it a bit aggravating to have to check my socks every hour or so.  Within another 6 months to a year, my leg size should stabilize some and reduce the need for me checking so often; but right now it is about once an hour.

My remaining right foot requires constant care.  I have to be very care not to develop blisters or other wounds.  A sock slightly bunching up can cause significant damage before I notice it if I am not careful.  Even if all I feel is a slight pinching or irritation, I have to stop and investigate what is causing the discomfort.  What makes this so difficult is that I am a typical man.  “Ignore discomfort.  Don’t pay attention to pain.  Keep working and don’t stop for anything.”  I can no longer live like that. The simplest little thing can cause a problem.  A few weeks ago, while doing my daily foot inspection, I noticed a funny cross-hatched bruise pattern on the bottom of my heel.  My foot was sore and tender when I put weight on the heel.  I took me a couple of days to realize that when I had taken my shower, I had stood on the floor drain and that had caused the bruise pattern in my heel.  Now I have to make certain that I don’t stand on the drain again.  My doctor suggested that I wear a water shoe when I shower to help protect my foot.  Crazy, isn’t it? 

I still have distance restrictions upon how far they want me to walk and they still want me to use a cane to help take some of the pressure off of my foot.  I actually switch the cane back and forth from my left to right hand depending on which way feels better (Right-handed supports my prosthetic leg.  Left-handed supports my remaining foot).  I am walking farther than I have so far; but I continue to conserve the number of my steps so that I have enough left to do the things I really want to do later in the day.  I still ride the motorized carts in stores when they have them.  Someday those restrictions might be lifted but for now they remain to protect my remaining foot.  It is uncomfortable for me to stand for any length of time, so I usually find a place to sit down fairly quickly. 

I continue to find adaptive ways of accomplishing everyday tasks.  The other day at that store my wife bought a 50 pound bag of something she wanted.  The price savings was incredible.  But it was too heavy for her to easily carry and I can’t pick up that weight and go up the stairs into the house either.  So I got my wheelchair and we put the 50 lbs. sack in the wheelchair and pushed it up the ramp and into the house.  J 

My life is certainly different from what it used to be.  But I am so thankful to be alive and to be walking at all.  I’ve got it pretty easy overall.  I just met a man who had been wheelchair bound for the last 22 years.  He’s very mobile and seems to have adapted well to life.  When I see something like that it helps me keep a proper perspective on the slight difficulties that I face.  It also gives me courage to keep striving and stretching myself to see what I can accomplish.  I just saw on Facebook a double amputee who ran a half marathon.  He was pretty pumped to have finished.  I don’t think that in my situation that I will ever do that; but it does encourage me to not give up and seek to enjoy life up to the limits of my abilities.  In one fashion or another, I have resumed all of my old hobbies, I am able to do most things around the house, and I am working at my job.  Can’t hardly ask for more!  I am blessed!

That said, I have had to wrap my mind around some limits and the fact that there are some things that are forever gone from my life.  Going down stairs with a loaded laundry basket or other heavy object is beyond my ability.  My solution: I put my dirty laundry in a laundry bag and throw it downstairs.  I can make it up the stairs by “walking” the laundry basket up a couple of steps at a time.  It takes me a lot more time and energy; but I can get it done.  I don’t think that I will ever climb up into the attic area of the garage anymore.  It would be too easy to take a mis-step and severely injure myself. 

This morning I am headed to the pool to swim for an hour.  It is a tremendous workout.  I am a limp noodle when I get out of the pool.  A few weeks ago I decided to buy some swim goggles.  Now I am determined to learn how to properly do the crawl (if I don’t drown myself trying first).  When I bought the goggles, the sales person helping asked if I needed ear plugs.  “Nope!” I told her. “I have never had problems with water in my ears.”  Famous last words!  Every time I have swam since then I’ve got water stuck in my ear for a couple of days.  So I broke down and bought the earplugs.  I’ll try those out for the first time today.

Note:  When I first typed the last paragraph, I kept typing “googles” instead of “goggles.”  Just a subliminal message imprinted on my brain after using that search engine so much I guess.  And yes, I am a goofball!  But that’s me!


Got to get ready and head to the pool!

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